Wednesday, July 28, 2010

my ambition.


I am in a dilemma on whether should I go to school tomorrow or not.

I was looking into a full photo book of inspirational photos and images. I feel that life should be fun, where all laughter and smiles will be drawn on every single person's face. After 17 years of living, I realised that there are too many things that had happened in my life, where most of the things had entirely gone from my life. Vanished into a thin layer of air. I know why I was destined to go through all these experiences, where each experiences built me a stronger and tougher boy, which finally made me a man.

My ambition is to be a .....

When I was young, I will be very excited whenever I watch all kinds of action movies and cartoons about police, firefighters and doctors. I grow fonder with these occupations, which I call as kids' ambitions. But as soon as I grow, I learn that these jobs are not as easy as those in the movies. Each responsibility that you hold, is a person's life. They rely on you, their family members rely on you and the whole country relies on you.

Teenage years had gone, and I am in Secondary Five now. The public examination will be approximately 3 months from now. I cannot believe what will happen when I am out of high school, what should I do ? Career will be a big mess in my life if I am in the wrong route. There's once I decided to take up Law studies, but I am afraid I cannot cope well with studying subjects. I know I am more to practicing, but I love talking. Since young, I try my best to give the best for myself. I will fight to get what I want, and never lose. Even if I lose, I stand up back, clear the dirt around my body and fight again. How I wish I can be like a kid now, stand up and fight back. I just love to stand for my own rights and believe that justice will always be by my side.

But how true it is in the real world ?


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