I'd come for you.

No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you.

Rolling on my bed, left to right. Thinking about something that I should have left it behind. I asked myself.

do I really need to choose this path, this decision ?

Even if the answer is a no, I cannot go back to the days we are. The feelings will not be the same anymore. It is like, being in a situation where you are asked to repeat a history , or a flashback that happened before in your life. I know it will be certainly hard for both of us to cope with this, but decisions had been made by both of us, and I should respect you and your decision.

I really wish that I could be the one you really looking forward for. A person that you really can rely on, but as what you said, I am not. I really hope that I am the first one to appear in your life when you need help the most, I can do anything to cheer you up. But once again, I am not. I believe this decision will make our life better.