steps to superman.

Have you ever dreamed of being Superman ?

Have you ever think of flying and running at the speed of light ?

Have you ever think of being by your Loved ones once they are in deep trouble ?

I used to, when I was a kid. When I was really young till I thought these superheroes does exist. My minds wandered around a lot during childhood time and I guess this is who I am today.

2011 had just started.

I am stepping into a new world by myself, everything by myself. A new step into a college, no longer being in a high school anymore. I wonder how will college looks like other than no uniforms, flexible timetable, lesser subjects and fussy teachers. Well, fussy lecturers will still be there anyway. I know that I need to try very hard to achieve what I want. Being in law studies might be tough. Well, 9 over 10 people around me said so. But, I did not give up. Perhaps Superman is really what I want to be. Thus, I am shooting the shooting stars this time. Top Student in A Levels is what I want. No more procrastinating, no more kidding around.

Before I met this girl, yes I am introducing a girl. Before I met this girl, all I thought of being a lawyer is about their money. How much they earned for a major case, how many digits of figure, how cool is driving a Ferrari and how huge their mansion will be with the latest home design. However, she changed my thoughts. How much can we bring these money down six feet under ? The answer is simply none. I believe money is indeed very important in life, but undeniably a smile for the clients, a justice for the clients worths more than that. She is specially special. I do not know why.

Been tutoring in the orphanage homes for two days. Sometimes, I really cannot stand my tears looking at them. They are brilliant, it is just their luck. They are smart, it is just their luck. They are innocent, it is just their luck. Why would they being treated like this ? I was tutoring a few kids for primary school, some are really brilliant, some are a bit slow pacer. But they still smile no matter what happens. I gave them spellings, they asked for more and tougher words. If it was me, I would have just kept quiet and keep writing. They are willing to learn, but no one is willing to teach. They are willing to strive for their future, but we are the one neglecting all the needs that are given by our parents. Looking at them is just like looking into a mirror. A mirror which tells me how lucky am I being in such a family.