a letter to a friend.

I am sitting here, trying to understand a simple Chinese written blog. A blog of my friend despite of all my actions. I know life would be very unfair to him, especially things happening lately. I know the friendship between both of us might just break and shatter into pieces. But, this is all I can do to fix things back. You and her. I really want to choose both but life does not allow me to do so.

I am glad that you really wish both of us all the best. I do not know how to tell you anymore. Sometimes, things are not working like you want it to be. There are ups and downs in life, just like the waves in the ocean. I know how much it hurts for you to struggle through these downs you are facing. As a friend, I want you to understand how much our friendship means to me, but not to break it just because of a girl. I will appreciate every moment being with her and I hope you would forget about the past.

I'm sorry, my friend.