I have been feeling very down these few days, but crazily I am alright after so many things happened for the entire year. Relationships had been the biggest challenge for the year. I learnt much from this relationship which I cherished every moment of it, included the bitter ones.
Every footsteps that I took, I really appreciate it. Everyone in my life seems to be the precious one for me, especially you. However, I cannot keep everything to myself and never open it up to tell everyone. I am suffering, but no one knows. Being in a relationship this long, and controversies going on nearly every month feel worthless, indeed a less meaningful love.
I am out of words for a moment....
Although you proved that loving my girlfriend as much as I could is totally wrong. However, I like the moment when I see my Loved ones smile, the satisfaction is there. No one understands this satisfaction as I know I had gone through stages in my life to know nothing worth more than the smile on your face.
Dear Libran, I know you feel devastated, you feel being cheated. But, the truth is we lost the trusts among each other. The trust that became our bond for nearly 20 months, and finally it broke. I am surprised that I was not down, going into emotional sentimental timeline, but I am glad that we had so much memories behind, and those memories are your smiles in every picture of my life. Santa gave you to me last 2 years, and now he's taking it back. I am sure you deserved a better one. Maybe you are the best in my life, but I would need to find someone better than the best.
I think I will be seeing you for the last time on the 28th. I promised you a surprise, and the surprise will be there. I will see you soon. Thanks for the memories. Fullstop, period, the end.
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