honest or cheat ?

Greetings readers ! It had been a long time since I updated my blog. I think it grew dusty now, and nothing seems to be working. It took me nearly 8 minutes to load my 'New Post' page. I was so busy with everything in my life, and those everything simply means SPM. I do not even have the time to blog a short post about my life.

This week itself, I had gone through many extraordinary event in my life. Attending my own so-called 'Graduation Day' and hanging out with someone special. Graduation day was AWESOME, except for some frauds being claimed around in the school. I do not know why, and I do not wish to know why. Just to add-on some toppings on it later, below in this blog post.

Pn. Wan Haryana,

Million thanks to you.

The teacher that I simply admire the most, or to the extend, I salute the most, is my mentor for this SPM year. I do not know why, I feel like thanking her everytime I have the chance to do so. My Physics, or should I say my terrible Physics turned great after her teachings. I do not need great teachers in the school to teach, if I have no interest at all. But being in such a class, where everyone sits down and listen to what she is teaching is enough. I realised, both of the parties, the teacher and the students are improving ourselves. We are not equal in intelligence, but we are equal in our intentions. I do not need to be in the first class to be the Physics top student or whatever, I only need myself, and believe in myself is the vital point in our life. There is a secret that she hid from me. She was the first one to realised that I was not interested in Physics during Secondary 5 anymore. I was really weak in the first chapter, and when it goes on, I lost my interest. I do not know why, till the last few months nearer to SPM trials, I started to buck up. I know, I need to prove to everyone in the school that I am one of her 'Top Student', just like what she always emphasizes in the class.

Let's get back to the main point of today's topic.

I realised that everyone in this world are trying their best to get what they want. Yes, I do not deny that this is a great healthy competition between everyone, but till what extend ?

This week itself, I had gone through two different scenarios. Each contrasting among each other. I came across someone who is willing to cheat to get what they want. The other side, I came across to someone who is willing to sacrifice everything just for the one he Loved, even he knows that it is impossible to be together. How much Mr. Materialistic and Mr. Fame had took over our minds till we are willing to cheat ? How much Mr. Love had took over the mind of my friend till he is willing to sacrifice ?

Mr. Materialistic and Mr. Fame might be everything to us. But they might destroy our own life. The moment I heard those 'fames' being read out by the emcee of our school, I realised, how much these two had taken over his mind. I am not envy over whatever it is, but I am surprised on such a decision made by the school's administrators. I was even surprised that how much these two had taken its toll on you.

The other side of the world, I have this friend who is willing to sacrifice over impossibilities. He was in love with this girl, and he will do whatever it takes to win her heart. Eventhough he knows that this is something near to impossibilities. I salute him for being so loyal-hearted. Even if everyone refuses to support him, I will. There is no wrong and right in loving someone you really love. It is even not wrong to tell her how much you love her. Mr. K, I wish you all the best. The colour of hair and skin do not matter, your heart does.