indecisive.

In my head, I see you all over me.

I had never been asked this question before. A question that leaves me dumbfounded, as if I have no where to go. A question that I really do not know what to answer. It is not that I do not know the answer, but this answer, will affect and might ruin our future. Just a single yes or no, it changes everything, including you.

I really hope that someone can enlighten me, tell me which way to choose. I am afraid that I am not committed enough in this relationship, a broken relationship, a terrible broken one. I am afraid we do not trust each other anymore, where all these while, no matter what you do, I will not question you. I am afraid we do not Love each other as much as before, just because we argued once and lost everything through it. I am afraid, I am no longer the old LZY, the one that cares about you. I'm really lost right now, how much of tears you had shed just for me, but I will never know what does it mean.